I think it was 2005 when my friend Trevor said to me, “…actually, I have a negative interest in doing a blog.” I started this one that year. What’s the point been? Updates. Saying something once instead of writing different people the same sort of stuff. Writing it so I don’t forget it. Mass appeal. There used to be
no place like home video. I’ve recently thought about this.
Jeremiah sent me a DVD that had almost an hour of footage from the week before finals in and around his college in Utah. Despite the crass materialism I found it interesting. Other people in the video don’t know where it will go. It answered the “what do people do all day” question. Is she mad at him again? I got off work a little earlier and am at a
coffee house. When I first moved to Austin I would go to shops daily, sometimes the same one twice in one day. Now I wonder what all these people are doing. The luxury of time. What are these people wearing? What happened to style? Chain smoking and playing cards for a stretch. Eat an ice cream cone in public, it’s more fun. Mass appeal. The question of an audience comes up. Who listens to
the podcast? Being less than mildly interesting to a wide range of people as opposed to… wondering, not profitable, whine while leavin’ it for the next guy. Meditation > audience? I’ve been reading
Joe Ely’s recent book, my dad gave it to me for Christmas. It is written in verse form, like song lyrics or something. “Verse” being just four sentences together. Working. I am working now. What part of it do you want? I don’t know what I expected opening it up. Maybe a story or something written in some order, by a book writer perhaps, not a book by a song writer. It isn’t even a book. What is worth minding? Better to explode than fade out. I forget who said that. The center of detention. “Enjoy the time off.” What did you mean by that? Overheard. I am exactly where I want to be and this is all working.
Happy New Year.
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